misunderstanding is a killing tool

The world is almost full of misunderstanding.

Yesterday day, I get to know that what I spoke with honestly which truly from my heart was hurts her feeling.

Well actually I admit that sometimes what I spoken is not enough nice to hear but all this was from my heart, my feeling originally. I will only say something that nice to listen but without honest to those people that I feel is not so close or those people I not respect.

This story is like that, she bought me a jacket, I says, "it quite nice, thanks ".
After that when I was not around, she asked my bf, "what I bought always are very ugly? ".
Of course after that my bf says it to me and ask me next time say 'nice ' or like it very much otherwise she not happy again. Actually I really wanna tell him that "then how about my feelings? ".I also bought a small inner bag for her. but she don't even want it.But of course I didn't say it out to him as he is in the middle of us.

Well actually I just say what I comment on the jacket which I really feel quite nice, but for me it not as nice as very. Style is very characteristics and personal,even my mum buy me clothes, if nice then I say nice if not then I will directly say ugly. Yesterday, I have a very good lessons about this.

Today I suddenly been reflected by what my bf says. He say that sometimes I talk to people without considering people's feeling. I realize is that really true of me?

I don't know. I just know that I always been misunderstood by peoples.

life to no regrets

Humans... will go through the death devil before they go to the non return way?
recently am I have a smoke of unlikeness?
why in just shortly a year some people around me are face to the death devil?
well know there doesn't have anyone will accompanied us forever.
we need to really appreciate what we have and who we with now.

never to regret....

The act, we improving

Today's topic is the THE ACT OF HUMANS.

In working life is very normal that we will meet some people that is incredible rude. The problem is how we act our position infront of them.

Today I get to know an interest story that start from an office lady. Hmmm, sometimes we just a small little ants in the office, we can't really fight those big elephant that lack of brain. She just ask the brainless senior to revise the costing but don't know what happened in between them,the elephant shouted at her infront of all the other colleagues.

The lady feels herself rude if she fight him back,so she just keep quiet. In this case, hmmm for me, well I will just ignore that fatty bastard because it's doesn't worth to angry of that small little shit.

But she choose to make herself suffer still. she posted her anger on her message wall. Wow this act is definitely just to let all her friends and family know about it and as normal response, normally friends will comment on her post which will support her. Hmmm it's makes me feel like...she doesn't get any support from others when she been shouted by her senior and now she wants to get some mentally support from her net friends or she just full fill herself when her friends helping her to scold her senior on her personal message wall.

Haizz... actually all I says can't really easy to do it. A person in her anger, needs something else to cool her down. Well it's normal. This is definitely normal human act. ..hmmm I seems find myself have improving on my act as I couldn't imagine that I am not angry at all yesterday. Haha, well I not that office lady that this story about. Is just my housemate making problem again,I didn't angry at all, well I just feel like,he have his comments on my attitude, okay, I received his comments and I trying to improve my act until he have have nothing to say on me.

Well, is not easy to resistant this kind of brainless animal's behavior.

The air will full of freshness tomorrow.
we improving our act.

There is no more Love and Peace but with Words of nature.

People of lack of positiveness

friends really cannot live together in the same house.

If just a friend which only meet few times a months, then won't we any problem but once live together, we will saw the negative of each other.

Some people, few million also they won't care, some people just a little seed of salt also they care.

Is all these are the behave came out when the person born?

Sometimes, a person really can't treat too good to others. Because, they won't know, reverse, they will only thought what you are doing is just for your ownself. Once they unlike you, they even extreme evil until selfiness and even deliberate do something to make their enemy angry.

Friends for already few years, why just a little seed of misunderstood will make until become a big issue? These are not big issue for us to angry or unhappy with it. But some people just want to make their enemy to angry, they will just simply take anything to fight.

Really can't forgive this kind of people.... As I asked myself, I am not those kind of people which will always angry people, because I feel angry will make myself very suffering. But in this few years they are the first people who make me unlike, and I have a feeling that, we can't ever be friend anymore unless they willing to understanding and improve their atitude and behave.

God Bless them.....

Love and peace

Teng Teng

Woodlands Waterfront

A boring day on sunday, we just hang out and have some photoshoot.

Prawning time

DIY decorated Birthday Cake

My 22nd Birthday with a DIY decorated Birthday cake.

But at the end... hehehe it really doesn't taste nice, so we just eat about half cake, then the others all.... throw away luuuu...

Taste of a bowl of soup

People says, women that know to boil soup is is the joyful women.

That day, I boiled the lotus soup. First.. I boiled a big bowl of soup. I thought it can't finish as it that kind of big bowl....

First spoon of soup in the mouth, it a strong taste joy of love.

He says that it very nice.... after all, I realize that I just have a small bowl of soup, and he drank a other. I think, people says that women who know to boil soup is a joyful women is because when the women seen others love to drink the soup they boil, this is the joy they feel. Even we never drink alot, but when we seen other love to drink it, we really feel happy.

I actually is a kind of women that likes to cook. But every times after cook, I realize actually I not like to eat much, but I enjoying to see the respond of the person who feel my creation.

Maybe this is what so call WOMEN.....