Wednesday, August 11, 2010

bloody heart...

well.... now turned me to look like a bad person infront of others?... i really proud of you la... u really a good actor. what you and she did to us, we keep in our heart... we angry but we never do anything bad to you two people. now... well well well... i am the first person who step to the banana skin... keep to the promise but at the end what i get? hahaha what i get is you turned me to look like a bad person...

my heart aim by your knife long time ago? did you?...

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

terrible...

the world is turning 360'...
you are the best actress and he was the best actor as well.... really feel terrible and irritating everytime saw you guys being like a good person infront of me... people treat you guys nicely, how can you did this to a friend? is this called friend?....

terrible person my world.....

Sunday, July 11, 2010

The freedom of solitude

孤独的自由...
What is love?
who understand?
Love will come,
just as it will go

My tears are reviewing the past
As far as love goes,
it
's just a memory
I
occasionally thinking of you
So-called "happiness" is a fairytale,
Afterwards, I did everything as a I wished,
So, it doesn't matter...

Love and peace...
~teng teng~

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

stupid question of today..

someone asked me... "you not feeling lonely to be single?"
why human like to ask those stupid question as they usually knows the answer?
simply just want to see how creative I answer it? come on I really tired to entertain....

Thursday, May 20, 2010

down of the day 2

pretty? admire?...

pretty... is easier to get admire... is it a competition? ... sorry my face... I can't change... Self-esteem has been concealed laughter... Is it all same? All also use only their eyes to love?... I don't know what are the guys thinking.... confusing...

I feel like very disappointed on guys...

no more love, no more peace today....

Thursday, May 13, 2010

down of the day

very down recently.... I started to suspect how was actually my talent? I started lack of confident on my own design...

Saturday, May 1, 2010

a funny recommendation of today...



haha... a sale women has recommend me a bag today..... and then she said " is very useful and cheap only, you can also bring it t school".... well my face still look like a secondary school student ohh? hehehe and then my daddy and mummy laugh at me and say "you are still small children face"....

Friday, April 30, 2010

Thursday, April 22, 2010

In this world, I think the most different is between Richness and poorness... hmm yea I think so~~
Lets see, big buildings, exclusive company, branded... Kopitiam or mamak, side road stall... consider a big different but its maybe just between a street..... Poor people they everyday keep on complaining not enough time and money, that why we all work hard everyday to earn alot money and try to save our time.... hmmm but rich people, their opposite of poor people... those thing that they have is time and money.... sometimes they really alot of time and money until like don't know how to spend it... They can spend alot of money just because of a few second of romance or just a lunch..... haha poor people are more easy.. for lunch maybe they just need a bun...

sometimes, its really called lucky.... well maybe~~ some people they can be a cinderella...
haizzz.... but those people like me, well its a suffer life I think so.... hmmm I not complaning my financial life, I understand there are no free lunch.... you want to eat, then you need to work of course... some people they get hurt after loving, but at least you been loving also... I am a very choosy person actually...but sometimes, when you are tired, you really feels like you need someone else beside you... sometimes you saw other couples, you really feels like, how come you can't get one?... am I really no good? I always told people that I enjoy my single life when they asked me "you not lonely meh?"....hahahaha really.... don't what to say la... you think really not lonely meh....A person that just dumped bf or gf, they can get another one easy.... but for those that already single for more than four years is really hard for them to have a relationship again... seriuosly..... because I already accustomed with my single life...
I have two colleugue... well they still single while they are already in the middle of 30... say the truth I really don't hope to same as them.... when will my white horse coming or I just give up?

Friday, March 5, 2010

love is not around...

I like to read romantical comic.. i watch a lot of love story... normally the ending was happiness and sweetness...
hmm but how come my own love story is that always unhappiness?
we less communication in this few weeks already.... that I realized that he actually just need me when he need my help.... but this time i rejected to help him... i told him to do it himself, cause I really feel tired.... working do design, back home also do design... really tired.... after that.. he never talk to me already... how come a person attitude can be change so fast?
he treat me nice before this is just for what I help him?
why always my love story will have bad ending?
am I really that not nice to be with? I don't know...there is no love....

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

love you a lot...

Who asked me, who advised me
I am not unhappy
Is no different days
After you leave

I did not cry, I did not say
memories become a video
That I am alone re-reading the first

I love you a lot
More than afraid of loneliness
More until forgot the time
Leave away but did not bring me along

I miss you a lot
So, before choosing the waiting
We insist too
Up to now I still remember
Love you a lot

The moment of two people
Will never come back too
Love is a time limit
We are in different paragraph

爱你很多....

Monday, January 25, 2010

....

how long have I need to stay in this kind of relationship?