Tuesday, December 22, 2009

lost and gain..

people choose me, I choose people....
I am totally sad tonight... suddenly feel, those thing that actually I have now are lost...
although our love are passed, but in this few years you still keep on showing your caring on me... I am really happy that ... at least... at least there have a man that truly care about me... even you are in that kind of far from me... you still helping me and supporting me always... but now.. i am lost of you... lost your caring... lost your support.... actually I already guess that this would happen in one day.. but can't believe I will have this kind of feeling now.... but however... I still happy that you found your way now... those behind you, please don't look back anymore...

lost someone but get someone... but am I really get? haha no way.. it won't be happen..
hmmm hehe this is another guy... but whether he is true or not I am not sure... but even he is true also we can't be together... I kinda like the feel when we are talking together... i like how you treat me, althhough is abit playful and humor... but all the things happen now can just me and you to know it... cuz.. we cant be together...
please... don't treat me that good can? longer grow longer I am scared that I gone to the wrong way that no return...
this is the reason why I don't hope for a partnet for now... cuz.. love are uncountable... I am afraid of point that no return.. afraid of losing something important.... afraid to be hurt.... afraid to be blame...