Sunday, June 28, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Jason...
hohoho 23 June... Happy Birthday to Jason Mraz!!..... hahahhaa here to share some picture of him to you guys..... he is cute... I really like his look ... simple and nice... hahah i really like him to wear a hat...is so cool and so suitable for him..
the ziraf is so cute
Jason's cat...
wow this picture really "geng tim" hahahhaha he shit on the "sungai" and he still can take a photo when he shit... hahahhaahaLife is but a dream
A long time did not came here to have a type...
well the times for me now are going a little too fast... maybe it would be good for me to forget you... cause in this times I really does not have time to think of you... Everyday work gila... Morning morning 6 Something wake up.. prepare... eat breakfast... 7 something alomost 8 la go out for work.. 8 sth reach there... then once reach there I would sit on my place and start working ... face to the computer work work work and work.... then about 1 p.m go for lunch... come back after lunch then again sit down and work work work... hmm almost everyday until 7.30 p.m la but sometimes even until 9 sth... then go back home and then I feel very tired.. especially my eyes.. then I will take bath then eat dinner then maybe sometimes I will rest a while or watch drama or online chatting a while.. then I will sleep or sometimes if I really very tired then after eat dinner I will straight away go for sleep...the most happiest is saturday and sunday of course hahah cause saturday is half day work until 1.30 p.m only but sometimes also need to rush work maybe 2 sth or 3 like tat only can back home... hahaha starting ... I really feel myself useless and scared cuz I have the feeling that those collegue does not like me cause I do my work pretty slow and even can't design anything... then they give me something easy to do just like arrange words for those menu book or something else la but thousand millions words there see until my eyes also blind... and so well of course I try my best to do it... and then.. wow that such easy arranging words also it got alot of mistake there.. ok then I take back and correct the mistake... then ok adi... wow that time really do until wanna cry also.. not because of too much work or anything actually is very little work ... it is because I feel myself useless... well now is better than last time la at least I can work faster than last time and at least they I have started to do a designing work but just a little design la but that I adi feel happy.. and I feel they now not that dislike me adi.. hmmm don't know that was myself "toh sam" or maybe they really got dislike me before la...
Life is like that... when I was a student I wish to grow up fast then can start work and earn money but now I really missing the study life... although when studying diploma.. it sometimes quite tiring cause of assignment and maybe sometimes a little stressful but I will feel happy and proud if I create an artwork which have my own style and get praise by the lecturer.. but now working let me know how different is between work and study... when study... normally the lecturer will let go to your ownself create the artwork they will say you have to have you style... but when you go on to work.. you can have your own style .. you design must have to full fill what the client want... that is not about style or not style anymore as long as the client feel nice then mean okey.. if you create it with your own style and you feel nice also but the client don't like mean no use with the style you have... so well this the different...
hmmm now I was thinking if I have times I will go learn comic drawing or can called kartunis also... well I have this interest a long time ago but that times I does not know why I don't go for learn that and now hahah abit regret.. so I was thinking to go for learning class for kartunis... maybe later la hahaha have to wait my salary come out first then only have money to learn hahahaha... and I was on the way creating my own comic... hmm maybe I will put in 70%-80% of my own story inside... well before this I already say it many times that I want to create an comic but yet until now only I start planing.. now on the way designing the comic character. hmmm actually I have a big heart to start my comic is because of you... welll maybe until now you still does not know that I am real to you maybe you are just though that I am kidding with you.. sometimes I really hope to have someone beside me but then I think my personality are definately hard to find a someone for me hahahahaha hmm hahaha watever ... it want comes and it will come , it doesn't come and it wont come .... so I have no reason to wait for anyone...
Life is but a dream.... hmmm now i on the way doing my dream... a comic artist... it would be my life or a dream? that a future everyone does not know ...hehe
Long time no say this
Love and peace
but now I have now... haizzz don't know myself ahhh love is pretty confused...
well the times for me now are going a little too fast... maybe it would be good for me to forget you... cause in this times I really does not have time to think of you... Everyday work gila... Morning morning 6 Something wake up.. prepare... eat breakfast... 7 something alomost 8 la go out for work.. 8 sth reach there... then once reach there I would sit on my place and start working ... face to the computer work work work and work.... then about 1 p.m go for lunch... come back after lunch then again sit down and work work work... hmm almost everyday until 7.30 p.m la but sometimes even until 9 sth... then go back home and then I feel very tired.. especially my eyes.. then I will take bath then eat dinner then maybe sometimes I will rest a while or watch drama or online chatting a while.. then I will sleep or sometimes if I really very tired then after eat dinner I will straight away go for sleep...the most happiest is saturday and sunday of course hahah cause saturday is half day work until 1.30 p.m only but sometimes also need to rush work maybe 2 sth or 3 like tat only can back home... hahaha starting ... I really feel myself useless and scared cuz I have the feeling that those collegue does not like me cause I do my work pretty slow and even can't design anything... then they give me something easy to do just like arrange words for those menu book or something else la but thousand millions words there see until my eyes also blind... and so well of course I try my best to do it... and then.. wow that such easy arranging words also it got alot of mistake there.. ok then I take back and correct the mistake... then ok adi... wow that time really do until wanna cry also.. not because of too much work or anything actually is very little work ... it is because I feel myself useless... well now is better than last time la at least I can work faster than last time and at least they I have started to do a designing work but just a little design la but that I adi feel happy.. and I feel they now not that dislike me adi.. hmmm don't know that was myself "toh sam" or maybe they really got dislike me before la...
Life is like that... when I was a student I wish to grow up fast then can start work and earn money but now I really missing the study life... although when studying diploma.. it sometimes quite tiring cause of assignment and maybe sometimes a little stressful but I will feel happy and proud if I create an artwork which have my own style and get praise by the lecturer.. but now working let me know how different is between work and study... when study... normally the lecturer will let go to your ownself create the artwork they will say you have to have you style... but when you go on to work.. you can have your own style .. you design must have to full fill what the client want... that is not about style or not style anymore as long as the client feel nice then mean okey.. if you create it with your own style and you feel nice also but the client don't like mean no use with the style you have... so well this the different...
hmmm now I was thinking if I have times I will go learn comic drawing or can called kartunis also... well I have this interest a long time ago but that times I does not know why I don't go for learn that and now hahah abit regret.. so I was thinking to go for learning class for kartunis... maybe later la hahaha have to wait my salary come out first then only have money to learn hahahaha... and I was on the way creating my own comic... hmm maybe I will put in 70%-80% of my own story inside... well before this I already say it many times that I want to create an comic but yet until now only I start planing.. now on the way designing the comic character. hmmm actually I have a big heart to start my comic is because of you... welll maybe until now you still does not know that I am real to you maybe you are just though that I am kidding with you.. sometimes I really hope to have someone beside me but then I think my personality are definately hard to find a someone for me hahahahaha hmm hahaha watever ... it want comes and it will come , it doesn't come and it wont come .... so I have no reason to wait for anyone...
Life is but a dream.... hmmm now i on the way doing my dream... a comic artist... it would be my life or a dream? that a future everyone does not know ...hehe
Long time no say this
Love and peace
but now I have now... haizzz don't know myself ahhh love is pretty confused...
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
&%$^%^^@
i think that day i was taken a wrong decision... i should told him about that... now i was just like a monster... although you still have contact with me but i know that you are trying to away from me...lol i just want to have friends for now... my heart is pretty heavy.. please any lovely things please don't come to me.. i really can't stand for it anymore.. broken broken and broken heart...
Well another thing i wan to share here is nowadays those young girl are really LC lo.... i have asked myself i have nothing been to disturb you also.... but the feeling is just like you are emotional fighting with me... i talk one word and you fight me back one word..have i done anything that make you dislike me? every words spoken by you on me are really 'cucuk' my heart... i don't know that was your own personality or maybe your are too straight but then mind your words la.. you don't even think that it will hurt people? i know you are pretty, you are young and you always looks perfect in people eyes ,many guys chasing you.. but what going on with me? you are so perfect! why still wan to shot me le? everyone think you are the best you are good girl and no one come out to protect me by shoting from you..ok fine... i am the uglyness, i am older, i am bad and won't be chasing and now... is that enough for you? it just like a drama series.. i can't even imagine this happen in my life... can't imagine i will met this kind of character... out look give people feel like a good girl , inside like a shit! you want to shot people or talk bad of people please la speak louder let other people hear also don't talk in low voice.... you tot i can't hear what you say meh..... other people maybe.. maybe you talk it really damn low voice maybe they can't hear that your words that shoting me... but you tot i can't hear it ar! damn! $%%&^$%*&
Well another thing i wan to share here is nowadays those young girl are really LC lo.... i have asked myself i have nothing been to disturb you also.... but the feeling is just like you are emotional fighting with me... i talk one word and you fight me back one word..have i done anything that make you dislike me? every words spoken by you on me are really 'cucuk' my heart... i don't know that was your own personality or maybe your are too straight but then mind your words la.. you don't even think that it will hurt people? i know you are pretty, you are young and you always looks perfect in people eyes ,many guys chasing you.. but what going on with me? you are so perfect! why still wan to shot me le? everyone think you are the best you are good girl and no one come out to protect me by shoting from you..ok fine... i am the uglyness, i am older, i am bad and won't be chasing and now... is that enough for you? it just like a drama series.. i can't even imagine this happen in my life... can't imagine i will met this kind of character... out look give people feel like a good girl , inside like a shit! you want to shot people or talk bad of people please la speak louder let other people hear also don't talk in low voice.... you tot i can't hear what you say meh..... other people maybe.. maybe you talk it really damn low voice maybe they can't hear that your words that shoting me... but you tot i can't hear it ar! damn! $%%&^$%*&
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