I wonder if I keep on sleepless like this.... would I eventually end up as an 'night ghost' or zombie... but then again, I am really enjoy drinking a cup of coffee when every time I am alone in my room, no matter how late and which mood I am in, my best friend tends to be a cup of coffee. Well, 'JL', not JUSTIN LO la... hehehe is my dear dear friend 'JL'. Wow~~~ today really get the feeling of being care by a friend. Actually...., is hard to tell you why I always sleep late or sleepless... well of course I know sleepless will definately affect my health..hmm... but I really feel enjoying in the midnight, cause my creative sense will appear during the midnight..., so I will always work on in the midnight...hmmm... but then, don't just worrying about me, I will be fine and you yourself need to take care too, don't put too much of stress on yourself.
But I am not suppose to give advice to you cause myself...hmmm I always think I am starting to feel the loneliness creeping on me! well, I am a person which feel loneliness since many years ago but sometimes I really feel want to a person to be beside me... being on the road all the times really takes alot out of me, my mind always says I can do it! but my body and voice says....slow down man! I need to remind myself constantly...slow down mean, when my time be up? hehehe I guess its just one of my mood swing day today, I do feel a little depressed and sad. seems the tiredness has an effect on my mood, and I always thought I am a strong person, I have to be weak in order to become stronger.... I will be stronger tomorrow, but for today, just let me be a human being and not a zombie. complain complain and complain....... wanting more and more and more, what do I want? i have everything, I have everything....
oh yea!! before I forget, I have thinking a poem about friendship but now just a little of idea came out...
Don't walk infront of me
I may not follow
Don't walk behind of me
I may not lead
Just walk beside me
And be friend with me
hmm.. hmmm... its just a very simple and short poem cause I can't think anything to add on... heeheehee.....
Love and peace to all
~teng teng~
First Design
Second Design
Hmm....well this the design which my favorite when I draw on sketch..hmmm I think okay guah... The upper part is looks more difficult and the lower part is looks more simple...
mixing of orange to brown and brown to red.... it is a little different from the actual design which you can see it on the previous post (sketches)... different on the 'dot dot'.. actual is circle shape (outline only) and now I take it out and replace it with the 'dot dot'.... and I also add in the shape some kind like the hair style....but will the color makes people feel uncomfortable? actually I think it will makes people feels stressful...I mean the color
Same as the first one I take out the circle shape (outline)...and add in some flowers and also something like seed... for this, I used the simple color for the Qee's body which is black... and for the pattern I used hmm something like gold color hmmm yea I think so and also white and red color.
I like the shape and the color of the pattern but horr... the color for the Qee's body don't what should use. Actually my first choice is white color..hmmm don't misunderstood, this not white color, this is gradient between a very very very like blue and very very very like pink or orange...
Feels like very dirty...hahahahah but that one of the style.. yea!! Dirty love... kakakakaka
this I quite like cuz it look not that dirty look clean but also not too clean..haizz don't what I talking about hehehe
on 5/11/2008 ( Wednesday) , around 7.30 to 8.00 in the morning I was included in an accident. That was a rainy day..... a big rubbish caused the accident but of course the most biggest caused is the human attitude la .... i wonder why the first person i mean the first car who saw the rubbish won't escape the rubbish earlier or put on the signal to let others know tat he or she wanna escape the rubbish... it sound so stupid la!!! the first car should see the rubbish earlier right? then he or she already know wanna to escape the rubbish but why doesn't put the signal and let others know that you wan to stop or anything and now caused the accident...
the damn rubbish!! this is not the actual place of the rubbish... just that it blocked the way so after the accident then people go and place the rubbish to a side..
the cars behind me... sorry cuz too far behind so bihind can't see clearly... i mean in handphone la
my car
my car
my car
picture of me ~ taken about ...around 2 year ago like that le
picture of me~~ taken few weeks ago
well this is my first design on "Qee toy", this design is all started from the love shape that I draw(the most obvious one). hmmm....actually all the six of my design are all about "love"..so I think my concept is love..hehe...well actually I does not really know to describe about this design because when I sketch it out I didn't think too much of thing I just draw what I think....
Same again its about love.. this design.... after I finish the sketching... it really feel like decrease of something right? hmmm...but don't know what else to add on it... I think it will depends on the color ...maybe the color can help it....
Love again ~~~ well this is one of my favorite design of all six design... same again I didn't think too much of thing while I am drawing this.. its just like what I feel on "love"... but after I finish the sketching. Its ..maybe I can explain a little of this design. I feel surprising cuz I really can explain it while I don't know what I am drawing at the starting of this design.
Loving~~ this is my another favorite design... not much know to decribe it but its makes me feel comfortable ~~
this..... I don't know to describe
well this design doesn't have any "love" shape .. but can it include as the concept of love? yea of course! cuz it shows the confusing of love... maybe I think guah.. cuz the shape at the bottom part are really makes people feel confusing....
