Teng teng is in sadness today....hmm i have been received three bad things today...first... norrr i have suddenly makes people angry already... hmm yea i know it not my wrong but yet i still will feel abit heart broken... I just wanna help.. and why I wanna do so much thing and keep on changing this and that? am I just like to show off?, it just because that was the last time will be together and I hope to do the best of what I can do for now... and now I feel like I don't want do so much thing already .. because what I had done was just bring the anger for people....just let it be... Whatever will be.... will be.... maybe this was a best way cuz I don't hope people angry with me...
lol... one thing havent gone from my heart another thing came to my mind.... my fren .... i am not sure either is real or not... she maybe just left 2 months of life... she is a person that been anti by our gang... secondary school gang... hmmm not say anti la just .. we don't like to communicate with her... because she is a quite hateful person... and then this personality makes us anti her... even though we have any birthday celebration or just simply go out have a tea, we won't invite her ...before this i heard that her health have problem but I didn't even ask her about this because I doesn't care and even don't bother about that... and now the god just giving her 2 months of life... eventhough i not really like her personality but yet we still have been friends for 9 years... now heard this news I feel what I have done to her before this was really bad.....
Today was pretty bad day for me..heard another news from my grandma... says that my grandpa was in hospital now.... will gonna leave soon...can says it bad news or good news? I don't know... my grandpa actually in logical should leave the world in one and a half years ago... is stomach cancer... I don't know what it call but I just know is the part of stomach... one and a half year ago... that time he was already in the health stage of can't help... he had suffered for one and a half years... and now he gonna leave very soon...this is actually good news or bad news? I don't know...
All this things make me think back a memory that almost two years ago.. when I just started my college life not longer... then suddenly receive my friend's (Weng) call says that "why that day you didn't come? " and I was so surprise.. what didn't come? come where? then he says that "xxxxx(name) was dead and that day is his 'pengebumian'.. (sorry i don't know what it call in english)..." he says that he though I will come but at last he didn't even saw me.. and I say I don't even know he was dead, no people tell me also...he is dead course of car accident when coming back from GT Highland.... a group of friends go to GT highland... 7 people go 6 people come back....say the truth if let says ah Weng didn't call me that day... I might not know one of my friend has already leave me and gone from the world...
Life is just like a glass... easy to broke... after the case of Mr.xxxxx... I always try to do things in my best.. to friends... to own works... to my dreams... and many more...even how hard the life I will also try my best because I don't want to be regret at the end... the god will suddenly takes away our life... friends are really important to me...
Everybody... close your eyes and think... do you have anything that makes youself feels regret?
Love and peace
~teng teng~
lol... one thing havent gone from my heart another thing came to my mind.... my fren .... i am not sure either is real or not... she maybe just left 2 months of life... she is a person that been anti by our gang... secondary school gang... hmmm not say anti la just .. we don't like to communicate with her... because she is a quite hateful person... and then this personality makes us anti her... even though we have any birthday celebration or just simply go out have a tea, we won't invite her ...before this i heard that her health have problem but I didn't even ask her about this because I doesn't care and even don't bother about that... and now the god just giving her 2 months of life... eventhough i not really like her personality but yet we still have been friends for 9 years... now heard this news I feel what I have done to her before this was really bad.....
Today was pretty bad day for me..heard another news from my grandma... says that my grandpa was in hospital now.... will gonna leave soon...can says it bad news or good news? I don't know... my grandpa actually in logical should leave the world in one and a half years ago... is stomach cancer... I don't know what it call but I just know is the part of stomach... one and a half year ago... that time he was already in the health stage of can't help... he had suffered for one and a half years... and now he gonna leave very soon...this is actually good news or bad news? I don't know...
All this things make me think back a memory that almost two years ago.. when I just started my college life not longer... then suddenly receive my friend's (Weng) call says that "why that day you didn't come? " and I was so surprise.. what didn't come? come where? then he says that "xxxxx(name) was dead and that day is his 'pengebumian'.. (sorry i don't know what it call in english)..." he says that he though I will come but at last he didn't even saw me.. and I say I don't even know he was dead, no people tell me also...he is dead course of car accident when coming back from GT Highland.... a group of friends go to GT highland... 7 people go 6 people come back....say the truth if let says ah Weng didn't call me that day... I might not know one of my friend has already leave me and gone from the world...
Life is just like a glass... easy to broke... after the case of Mr.xxxxx... I always try to do things in my best.. to friends... to own works... to my dreams... and many more...even how hard the life I will also try my best because I don't want to be regret at the end... the god will suddenly takes away our life... friends are really important to me...
Everybody... close your eyes and think... do you have anything that makes youself feels regret?
Love and peace
~teng teng~
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