I have everything....everything.....

I wonder if I keep on sleepless like this.... would I eventually end up as an 'night ghost' or zombie... but then again, I am really enjoy drinking a cup of coffee when every time I am alone in my room, no matter how late and which mood I am in, my best friend tends to be a cup of coffee. Well, 'JL', not JUSTIN LO la... hehehe is my dear dear friend 'JL'. Wow~~~ today really get the feeling of being care by a friend. Actually...., is hard to tell you why I always sleep late or sleepless... well of course I know sleepless will definately affect my health..hmm... but I really feel enjoying in the midnight, cause my creative sense will appear during the midnight..., so I will always work on in the midnight...hmmm... but then, don't just worrying about me, I will be fine and you yourself need to take care too, don't put too much of stress on yourself.

But I am not suppose to give advice to you cause myself...hmmm I always think I am starting to feel the loneliness creeping on me! well, I am a person which feel loneliness since many years ago but sometimes I really feel want to a person to be beside me... being on the road all the times really takes alot out of me, my mind always says I can do it! but my body and voice says....slow down man! I need to remind myself constantly...slow down mean, when my time be up? hehehe I guess its just one of my mood swing day today, I do feel a little depressed and sad. seems the tiredness has an effect on my mood, and I always thought I am a strong person, I have to be weak in order to become stronger.... I will be stronger tomorrow, but for today, just let me be a human being and not a zombie. complain complain and complain....... wanting more and more and more, what do I want? i have everything, I have everything....

oh yea!! before I forget, I have thinking a poem about friendship but now just a little of idea came out...

Don't walk infront of me
I may not follow
Don't walk behind of me
I may not lead
Just walk beside me
And be friend with me

hmm.. hmmm... its just a very simple and short poem cause I can't think anything to add on... heeheehee.....

Love and peace to all
~teng teng~