love is not around...

I like to read romantical comic.. i watch a lot of love story... normally the ending was happiness and sweetness...
hmm but how come my own love story is that always unhappiness?
we less communication in this few weeks already.... that I realized that he actually just need me when he need my help.... but this time i rejected to help him... i told him to do it himself, cause I really feel tired.... working do design, back home also do design... really tired.... after that.. he never talk to me already... how come a person attitude can be change so fast?
he treat me nice before this is just for what I help him?
why always my love story will have bad ending?

am I really that not nice to be with? I don't know...there is no love....

love you a lot...

Who asked me, who advised me
I am not unhappy
Is no different days
After you leave

I did not cry, I did not say
memories become a video
That I am alone re-reading the first

I love you a lot
More than afraid of loneliness
More until forgot the time
Leave away but did not bring me along

I miss you a lot
So, before choosing the waiting
We insist too
Up to now I still remember
Love you a lot

The moment of two people
Will never come back too
Love is a time limit
We are in different paragraph

我爱你很多....

....

how long have I need to stay in this kind of relationship?

lost and gain..

people choose me, I choose people....
I am totally sad tonight... suddenly feel, those thing that actually I have now are lost...
although our love are passed, but in this few years you still keep on showing your caring on me... I am really happy that ... at least... at least there have a man that truly care about me... even you are in that kind of far from me... you still helping me and supporting me always... but now.. i am lost of you... lost your caring... lost your support.... actually I already guess that this would happen in one day.. but can't believe I will have this kind of feeling now.... but however... I still happy that you found your way now... those behind you, please don't look back anymore...

lost someone but get someone... but am I really get? haha no way.. it won't be happen..
hmmm hehe this is another guy... but whether he is true or not I am not sure... but even he is true also we can't be together... I kinda like the feel when we are talking together... i like how you treat me, althhough is abit playful and humor... but all the things happen now can just me and you to know it... cuz.. we cant be together...
please... don't treat me that good can? longer grow longer I am scared that I gone to the wrong way that no return...
this is the reason why I don't hope for a partnet for now... cuz.. love are uncountable... I am afraid of point that no return.. afraid of losing something important.... afraid to be hurt.... afraid to be blame...

SKY...

What is the Distance between the Sky and You?
What is the most Far and the most near?

This is the virgin of Natalie to create a jewel design
its an title SKY... its inspired me to do it when I listening the song 'Adoration' by David Tao... love this song very much which I really touched by its lyric...

The body of the ring shows that its very light that just like the sky that the wind always lightly touched our skin... The main gem of this ring is a pearl that represent as we hoping something that just like our heavens... The side gems represent as a wing that helps the users to achieve the dreams...

well... me myself like it much.. haha how about you?

~Love and Peace~
Teng teng

a sweet memories...

How are you?
i saw you again today....
although.. is already passed 4 years but i still remember the day that we first met..
haha... still remember that you follow the back of mine until i reach home...
that is to know where i actually live
still remember that you always try to say something to me
and i was always act doesn't understand..
still remember that you write the word that you wanna tell me
and I told you that I don't understand chinese word.. which i actually know the meanng of the words you write..
in that years actually i have many words wanna tell you... but why whenever i saw you, i just can't speak out?
its passed 4 years.... whatever that was just gone in suddenly... very suddenly
maybe that was too late to tell you... but this what i wanna tell you in that moment..
hope to like it.. although it passed...but i don't mind to share it now... cause its passed..

so here i am
standing all alone
in a corner that waiting for you

so here i am
waiting just for u
Tell me all the words that hide between us

Our story will just stop right here
All I wanted to say, has already been said,and the rest is secret
You will around the beautiful speech world in this moment
which I gently speak this poem,

~Love... Natalie~

well although this too late... but then is sweet too when i remind it... best wishes for you.... N...
and for all the people... just don't miss the chance to tell what you wanna tell to that people... once missed, maybe it can't tells anymore to that person

peaceful aroma

a Tired night , a Fresh mask
aroma softly touched my skin
aroma has made me feels the joy
no steal , no act , its all straightly from the heart
a joy can actually came in very straightly...

tonight no need to do Overtime... feel abit happy... although I holding 3 task in hand now.. but lucky two task of it, the client still need some chances while waiting for it that why tonight i no need to do overtime... but tomorrow don't know la... should be very busy for this weekend also.. maybe .. hmm..

don't know why... got time for me to have a nice sleep but i rather to write here.. hahaha
haizz maybe it's my life.. "san fu mheng"
but i believe do more earn more geh... not only earn money la also earn the hapiness

although now waiting for the chances from clients.. but yet don't know why i will also thinking of it.. hmmm maybe i like this task... cuz it is about food.. hahaha and is my favourite food, japanese food.. haha.. it is a menu for the japanese restaurant.. and they want it to have some funky feels for the menu.. hmmm maybe i like this task cuz can play more guah.. not like those corporate that i do for other task that was so boring layout and they say very nice... i also not understand, i just simple draw for them only...that why i will try my best to do the menu task cuz i like it.. sometimes even though work until late night also will feels is worth... cuz when it comes out the result , when the client likes it.. i feel very happy.. the happiness that cannot explain... but today another happiness is my OT money received le.. the last month OT money... so happy..

a peaceful night for today... hope for the weekend also..

~love and peace~
teng teng