a funny recommendation of today...

haha... a sale women has recommend me a bag today..... and then she said " is very useful and cheap only, you can also bring it t school".... well my face still look like a secondary school student ohh? hehehe and then my daddy and mummy laugh at me and say "you are still small children face"....

my little hobby

In this world, I think the most different is between Richness and poorness... hmm yea I think so~~
Lets see, big buildings, exclusive company, branded... Kopitiam or mamak, side road stall... consider a big different but its maybe just between a street..... Poor people they everyday keep on complaining not enough time and money, that why we all work hard everyday to earn alot money and try to save our time.... hmmm but rich people, their opposite of poor people... those thing that they have is time and money.... sometimes they really alot of time and money until like don't know how to spend it... They can spend alot of money just because of a few second of romance or just a lunch..... haha poor people are more easy.. for lunch maybe they just need a bun...

sometimes, its really called lucky.... well maybe~~ some people they can be a cinderella...
haizzz.... but those people like me, well its a suffer life I think so.... hmmm I not complaning my financial life, I understand there are no free lunch.... you want to eat, then you need to work of course... some people they get hurt after loving, but at least you been loving also... I am a very choosy person actually...but sometimes, when you are tired, you really feels like you need someone else beside you... sometimes you saw other couples, you really feels like, how come you can't get one?... am I really no good? I always told people that I enjoy my single life when they asked me "you not lonely meh?"....hahahaha really.... don't what to say la... you think really not lonely meh....A person that just dumped bf or gf, they can get another one easy.... but for those that already single for more than four years is really hard for them to have a relationship again... seriuosly..... because I already accustomed with my single life...
I have two colleugue... well they still single while they are already in the middle of 30... say the truth I really don't hope to same as them.... when will my white horse coming or I just give up?

love is not around...

I like to read romantical comic.. i watch a lot of love story... normally the ending was happiness and sweetness...
hmm but how come my own love story is that always unhappiness?
we less communication in this few weeks already.... that I realized that he actually just need me when he need my help.... but this time i rejected to help him... i told him to do it himself, cause I really feel tired.... working do design, back home also do design... really tired.... after that.. he never talk to me already... how come a person attitude can be change so fast?
he treat me nice before this is just for what I help him?
why always my love story will have bad ending?

am I really that not nice to be with? I don't know...there is no love....

love you a lot...

Who asked me, who advised me
I am not unhappy
Is no different days
After you leave

I did not cry, I did not say
memories become a video
That I am alone re-reading the first

I love you a lot
More than afraid of loneliness
More until forgot the time
Leave away but did not bring me along

I miss you a lot
So, before choosing the waiting
We insist too
Up to now I still remember
Love you a lot

The moment of two people
Will never come back too
Love is a time limit
We are in different paragraph

我爱你很多....

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how long have I need to stay in this kind of relationship?

lost and gain..

people choose me, I choose people....
I am totally sad tonight... suddenly feel, those thing that actually I have now are lost...
although our love are passed, but in this few years you still keep on showing your caring on me... I am really happy that ... at least... at least there have a man that truly care about me... even you are in that kind of far from me... you still helping me and supporting me always... but now.. i am lost of you... lost your caring... lost your support.... actually I already guess that this would happen in one day.. but can't believe I will have this kind of feeling now.... but however... I still happy that you found your way now... those behind you, please don't look back anymore...

lost someone but get someone... but am I really get? haha no way.. it won't be happen..
hmmm hehe this is another guy... but whether he is true or not I am not sure... but even he is true also we can't be together... I kinda like the feel when we are talking together... i like how you treat me, althhough is abit playful and humor... but all the things happen now can just me and you to know it... cuz.. we cant be together...
please... don't treat me that good can? longer grow longer I am scared that I gone to the wrong way that no return...
this is the reason why I don't hope for a partnet for now... cuz.. love are uncountable... I am afraid of point that no return.. afraid of losing something important.... afraid to be hurt.... afraid to be blame...